l cant get this song in the title out of his head. Neither can I.
I hate my life. I just hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate it.
I simply can't be bothered with school, it's boring, it's stupid. Maybe there's some fun when someone says something stupid (NOT in a mean way though. We're all a big family, me and my form) but only then. Other times it's just sleeping.
I have got a cold. And I cough a fucking lot, I can tell you that.
l is esspecially quite nowadays. ;( He was usually the thing that got me through the tough days. Now he's just bailing. Bailing on me.
The other thing that really gets me down is that z and her other friend has become really friendly with l. It's not like I'm jelous or anything but... WHO AM I KIDDING I AM SOOO FUCKING JELOUS BECAUSE HE DOESN'T EVEN HAVE TIME FOR ME ANYMORE AND I THOUGHT WE WERE BEST FRIENDS. Shit I am so fucking naive, I hate myself. It's probably because I am soooooo boring, the most boring person on earth and he is no longer interested in me and he is just trying to get away from me FUCK!
And the other thing is: last night i dreamt that somebody loved me, NO! THAT'S WRONG I KEEP FORGETTING MY LIFE IS NOT A THE SMITHS SONG SORRY! Last night I dreamt that l was kissing z and they were kissing and I hated the very image and now it will stay in my head forever.
And my tv broke, it just shows the stupid chanels, the ones I hate and I can watch scrubs no more and I can watch Vintage no more URGH!
These are the reasons I cried today, the reasons I want to die.
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