I know, I know. I promised you Stella-free 3 weeks but well...
I had the strangest dream.
And my dreams lately tend to become real in some way.
So this is what I dreamt about:
I remeber waking up and immiediatly reaching out for the phone like I do everyday. There was one unread message from l. The text was an answer to my previously sent message and a question. A question.
And the question was: "Could you ever love me?"
I remeber what I felt then. It was so sudden that I felt shocked and uneasy. What was I going to tell him? Push him away? Say something clever? Tell him I could love him or that he was just a friend? So I asked b for advice. I didn't acctually, because I woke up.
And now I just don't know if I want this dream to come true or not. I just don't know. Because I don't know if I love l. And I don't know if I want to go breaking his heart when I say 'um, nope'. In the movies it always works out doesn't it?
Because afterall love is supposed to be based on friendship.
Isn't it?
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