Wednesday, 10 March 2010

58. Ajourd'hui et New York

Today, when I was walking from the hairdresser, I realised how much I hate the town I live in, how much I hate every person that lives here and how I want to move out first thing after graduation.
I mean, seriously. All those people are just reminding me of how I could become a failure, just like them, doing the same thing everyday work - grociers - home - cook - lay the kids to bed - have sex with my ugly husband - sleep -wake up - work - grociers -... and so on.
I do not want my life to look like that. I don't want any of my children to have to educate here. I wish I could fly away from here.. from all this grey. Because everything is grey here - unlike New York.
It's always bright there and nothing is ever boring. Everything is exciting, all the banquets, all that small talk, all that crazy sex and deliscious drinks - that's new york.
and what's Kościerzyna? Oh yeah, ugly boys with stupid comments, beer and homeless drunks, child-prostitutes, UGLINESS.

I can't stand the look of my town, I can't stand it, it would be way better if I just didn't have to walk out of my room, and look at pictures of new york all day.

If i wanna go to new york, I first gotta get to biochem.

3 YEARS AND I CAN LET GO OF THIS UGLY, UGLY TOWN. Can't wait.


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