Something hurts me like crazy and I even know what it is. It's l. He's so cute that no amount of 'so cute' could ever justify in how cute he really is. I hate not seeing him. I die without him. Like today. And yesterday. And the day before. The texts just aren't enough sometimes. I need to see l. I'd go right now, I don't seem to care about anything apart from him these days.
When yesterday he didn't go home with me after English and just went by car I cried for a long time. He said he had to and told me why and I understood, he said he wouldn't want anything more than to go with me that day. I miss him terribly.
I just hope that I'm not falling in love with him.
I hate being in love.

Photo taken by z. I really like it.
I'm in love with this track: The Beta Band - Needles in My Eyes (i'm saying this because I just couldn't find it on youtube :))
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